down, down at the bottom children u_u
The death of an Otaku, I’m quitting.

Okay guys... I’m being totally serious when and am quite sad.

I’m quitting Utako my Deviantart account.

I mean, I don’t think I’ll delete any art but this means a discontinue to any Deviantations and sadly the end of Now In An Instant… Common! I mean, you must have other things to do with you time other than read my grammar-missing writing! So I am sorry my dear Twin Tailed friend… doesn’t bother with the edit.

I am sorry to say this, but, I really have no other choice. I don’t even know what I am doing with my life… but I found that Otaku was going nowhere fast; the only resolve was to kill her  I know, it sounds emo but I suppose it’s true. I have done too many wrong things and abused her name and honor; no name deserved the history that I have created. My morals are becoming clearer and this does not seem to be the right way, I have been warned. Regardless, let me say this:

There is nothing wrong with yaoi, gay, or lesbian folk. I accept and enjoy this concept as I would a girl and a guy. Yes, I find yaoi enjoyable but I think I have mistreated it in my acts of selfishness. Don’t get me wrong, I think I shall love and enjoy it forever; I’ll just be more privet about it. Ahhh, it pains me to say this as recently I have FINALLY accomplished a perfect AkuRoku art piece…. Btu sadly I won’t be posting  However, there is one or two more pieces I plan on submitting but after that, I shall find another occupation for my time.

Bottom line, I love all you guys, you have boosted my confidence excitingly, I wish you all well in life but now I am being called and I fear I must go.
Much love

RIP Utako


----5 months later----

EDIT: Oh god, I can't believe I am doing this! -such an idiot-
well, since I stopped using Utako I have indeed moved on. However, every so often I check and since no one seems to get that I've quiet.... in not continuing any fics of art; every time I get another "Omg I love this keep it up comment" I really do feel ripped apart. DON'T get me wrong, I love the comments, however I wish they were better spent on someone less incompetent than me. Soooooooooo *sigh* I suppose I can only be subscribed as narcissistic in putting this up, and I suposed I should get to the bottom line.
Bottom line:

EVERY time I ever look at all the utter SHIT i posted here, I feel sick, so none the less I am going though my art on this account and well, deleting most of it (or, I hope to)and some day (if I can find the right button) I'll try and delete this account forever so that none of my stupidity ever happened.
don't get me wrong cause I KNOW what your thinking. I did and do NOT regret anything I've posted... however, I really did SUCK as an amateur artist and (I suppose) as an UtakoYeow AS well, further more, I've just moved on....